peace . love . joy

i'm gonna meet up with shirleen and ginni later!! =]

grace was supposed to cm too..then the formation of the BimboSquad wld be complete =D ..hahas..but smu's recess week is nxt week..ntu and nus' is this week..stupid smu..

~*so excited!*~

it's been a long time since we've met up..and i kinda miss them..esp ginni..evrytime smone cracks a joke, i'm reminded of her and spongebob..wonder if she's changed..?

we're going sentosa to talk..and basically catch up..

i pray to gOd that there'll be fine sunny weather..

hope they bring a camera..jus realised we never ever took a pix tgd..jus the 4 of us..interesting..we spent 2 yrs..or rather 1 1/2 yrs tgd..and we've never taken a photo tgd..hmmm..

gOd bLEsS

me

listening to Lobo and Kenny G realli calms my nerves..songs like that create a great laid-back atmosphere..where i've sufficient Freizeit (german = free time) to think things thru..talk with gOd with noone and nothing to hurry me up..

now listening to Lobo strummin and a'singin a Big Red Kite..with this peculiar burnt smell wafting in the air..and the cool "artificial" breeze created by the whirring blades of the ceiling fan..reminds me of Udon Thani, Thailand..

i wanna pick up the guitar again..to play it well enough to sing a few Lobo and John Denver songs..and not sound awkward..

nothing much to do in the afternoons..jus sit back against a tree in its shade..and think and fantasize..

luvvit =]

anyways..i think i know wad i want now Gabriel..

i want that time where noone and nothing is hurrying me..when i can talk with gOd and listen to wad He has to say about me..

i have time now, yes..but this time is limited by other priorities..it'd be nice to have jus gOd on my priority list..right now, i've like..so many thgs i want to take care of..mebe gOd's trying to tell me i shld jus learn to relax..like u said..mebe i'm smone who cant take too much on my hands..mebe gOd's way of telling me this is to lemme try it..

right now, i've studies..which i'm placing quite abit of importance on..

never realli wanted to study so much b4 in my entire life, man..mebe it's cos i wanna please my parents..and mebe please smone else..not to let 2 certain smbodies down..it's a tough thg, that..to try your hardest not to let smone down..not easy cos i've no say over the outcomes of my exams and all..i can study all i want..but many other factors can still summon a C grade to come running my way..

scary..

anyway, thx lots for the talk last night..realli appreciate it..it's nice to be able to talk to you and Claire..shld do it more often..hahas =]

nice to know that smone actually decided to care for me..and knows how to phrase it and do it..
(i'm not saying that evryone else dont care for me and dont know how to "personalize" the way they care..cos diff pple require diff types of caring..i'm NOT saying that..)

you've a great gift =]

treasure it, man..

gOd bLEsS

me

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gOd bLEsS

me

sm thgs are better not told to our parents..they're better confided in confidants we find in our friends..whether they're our age or younger or older..

but we jus cant raise the subj to our parents..

interesting huh..

anyways, i jus got my new laptop!!..using it now..such a beauty =]

in reference to the entry abt primary ministry, i prayed on monday..asking gOd to tell me which he'd want to be my primary and secondary ministry..

he told me on monday.. (gOd, You're such a fast gOd!)

frm puiki:

primary ministry cld be the one that we forsee ourselves still serving in say the nxt 10 yrs..

cant remember the exact wrds she used, but in essence, that's wad i remembered..

being comfortable and passionate abt that ministry wld help a great deal in sustaining us in our ministries..

but it doesnt mean that once we've chosen our primary ministries, we channel all our energies into it and neglect our other ministries..i think that'd be jus irresponsible..gOd entrusted us (sm of us) in more than one ministry..He doesnt give us more than we can take..so i think it onli reasonable and right that we repay that honour given to us by giving our all in all our ministries..

beware of burn-out tho..that's when we move to the side of the track to catch our breaths..look back, reflect..mebe plan on the future with the Master Planner..b4 we stretch those worn out muscles, take a drink..and start running the marathon again..

so for me :
primary ministry : children's ministry
secondary : teaching sec 2s & missions

gOd bLEsS

me

what can i give?
what can i bring
that would be pleasing to my King?

i'll give my heart,
not just a part;
i'm lifting up my everything.

well it's all i have to offer,
and it's all i have to give.

2 hands,
1 heart,
1 life
to offer You.
2 hands,
1 heart,
1 life,
to give to You.

use me today
i know You can.
Lord i surrender to Your plan.

You made this heart,
You made these hands.
take me and use me as i am.

well it's all i have to offer,
and it's all i have to give.

2 hands,
1 heart,
1 life
to offer You.
2 hands,
1 heart,
1 life,
to give to You.

little becomes alot
when it's in Your hands;
take me and make me more like You!
well it may not seem like much,
but with the Master's touch,
i know that i'll be more like You!

2 hands,
1 heart,
1 life
to offer You.
2 hands,
1 heart,
1 life,
to give to You.

that's what i give to You!


~ 2 hands 1 heart by Neil Zaza

thank gOd for recess week!!

it's a time for me to study , read , make notes..

in other words : catch up

gOd help me

seems to have quite abit of leaders thgs going on these days..so far 1 informal (i think even impromtu) meeting of TTB leaders, 1 3-day Batam conference, and ytd's FaithLead seminar thg..

honestly, i didnt learn (if i was supposed to) much abt leading..cos wad they touched on, i kinda knew already..as in smone else taught it to me before..

but i did learn smthg..

i learnt that we, who have more than one ministry we're involved in, shld prioritise our ministries..

personally, i dont like to choose btwn one ministry and another..

but frm wad happened ytd, i think we shld..

when we had to split into our respective ministries,
2 of my friends were kinda torn..both were my small-grp leaders, and both were also involved in children's ministry..

what resulted was a small "fight" btwn the leaders of the 2 ministries over where they shld go..

wasnt pleasant for them, i know..

MeiHuan spoke to me at dinner..she wanted to know which ministry was my priority, my primary ministry..

(i'm involved in children's ministry, and the TTB(Youth) ..if u wanna split it down smmore, i'm also in teaching ministry and missions in the TTB)

i had no idea..and i still dont..

need to ask gOd to show me which He'd want me to brand as "primary"..

pray for me, please..

gOd bLEsS

me